Something That Never Existed in the First Place

· Hardie Grant Publishing
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Four Cities. Four Words. The Spaces Between Us.

In Porto, Jamie wanders through the fog of Saudade, realising that love cannot always bridge the distance between two continents—or the depth of his own addictions. In Paris, Héloïse finds that the Jouissance of a secret affair curdles when brought into the light of the everyday. In Austin, Ava discovers the warmth of Sobremesa, as a community gathers to hold her and her partner steady through the ghosts of the past. And in Melbourne, Meera seeks the Serendipity of a fresh start, finding healing in the delicate art of Ikebana and the steady hand of a friend.

From the cobblestones of Portugal to the studios of France, this is a sweeping exploration of intimacy, isolation, and the beautiful, painful reality that some feelings simply cannot be translated.

Four Cities. Four Words. The Spaces Between Us. In Porto, Jamie wanders through the fog of Saudade, realising that love cannot always bridge the distance between two continents—or the depth of his own addictions. In Paris, Héloïse finds that the Jouissance of a secret affair curdles when brought ...

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About the author

Aisling Smith is a Naarm/Melbourne-based writer. She was the winner of the 2020 Richell Prize for Emerging Writers. Her debut novel, After the Rain, was published by Hachette Australia in 2023 and longlisted for the ALS Gold Medal. Her writing has been published in New Australian Fiction 2024 and Meanjin, and she was the second runner up for the 2020 St Kilda Historical Society Short Story Competition. She holds a PhD in Literary Studies from Monash University.

Aisling Smith is a Naarm/Melbourne-based writer. She was the winner of the 2020 Richell Prize for Emerging Writers. Her debut novel, After the Rain, was published by Hachette Australia in 2023 and longlisted for the ALS Gold Medal. Her writing has been published in New Australian Fiction 2024 and...

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